most_precious_blood
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That serpentine kiss is all that I've missed,
like the razor spiralling down my wrist.
I'm just your property to loan or sell
but I'm not being used all that well
All the pain you've been giving me
is just enough to drive me crazy
I never know just quite what to say,
but I wouldn't want things any other way
One day you'll see I've been training
my whole effing life to be perfect for you
and you may think that nobody listens
but I assure you, love, I do
I've followed all your rules
in this twisted game we played
and every time you spoke
I swallowed my pride and obeyed
I gave myself to you body and soul
with calm, cold hatred, and control
but I just can't seem to make you see
just how you're aggravating me.
You always said you were above it,
but I can see how much you love it.
I know you live to twist the knife,
you're not yet done ruining my life.
Someday soon I'll be able to show you
the rivers of blood that I've been spilling.
It's all been in your name,
The sex, the violence.... all so thrilling.
I wished for this most every night.
That you would finally see where I belong.
You think that one day I'll give up,
but you couldn't be more wrong.
You gave me just one little taste.
Your loyalty's a bit misplaced,
I'm so jealous I could kill....
and if it will change your mind I will.
You think the things I said weren't real,
but I honor you, and my end of the deal.
Each night I bless you in my prayers,
not like the one I pray to ever cares.
Though you barely remember me.
I've remembered every word you ever said
It's unfortunate I'm bound to you
and can't get you out of my head.
-TD, KBN
like the razor spiralling down my wrist.
I'm just your property to loan or sell
but I'm not being used all that well
All the pain you've been giving me
is just enough to drive me crazy
I never know just quite what to say,
but I wouldn't want things any other way
One day you'll see I've been training
my whole effing life to be perfect for you
and you may think that nobody listens
but I assure you, love, I do
I've followed all your rules
in this twisted game we played
and every time you spoke
I swallowed my pride and obeyed
I gave myself to you body and soul
with calm, cold hatred, and control
but I just can't seem to make you see
just how you're aggravating me.
You always said you were above it,
but I can see how much you love it.
I know you live to twist the knife,
you're not yet done ruining my life.
Someday soon I'll be able to show you
the rivers of blood that I've been spilling.
It's all been in your name,
The sex, the violence.... all so thrilling.
I wished for this most every night.
That you would finally see where I belong.
You think that one day I'll give up,
but you couldn't be more wrong.
You gave me just one little taste.
Your loyalty's a bit misplaced,
I'm so jealous I could kill....
and if it will change your mind I will.
You think the things I said weren't real,
but I honor you, and my end of the deal.
Each night I bless you in my prayers,
not like the one I pray to ever cares.
Though you barely remember me.
I've remembered every word you ever said
It's unfortunate I'm bound to you
and can't get you out of my head.
-TD, KBN