Decision time.

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Rohnan tapped her pen as she looked over what she had written. It had become more and more difficult to keep her thoughts straight as of late and writing them down was a way for her to attempt to clear her mind some. She grinned to herself for a moment as a quick memory of being scolded for not writing anything down, or even carrying around any supplies to do so with. She then looked sadly down at her notes. She wished she knew if that memory was hers or if it belonged to one of the Hunted.

Part of her wished that she hadn’t taken on the responsibility of remembering the lives that were lost on the forgotten shard. But so soon after coming back from her own death she felt the desire to be remembered herself and couldn’t condemn others to be forgotten. Maybe it would be easier if she wasn’t missing so much of herself.

“It doesn’t seem like something you would have done before”. Phalaenopsis had said to her a few days prior. It was a throw away comment about her reaction to his inquiry about the abysmal failure sealing off the realm of hedonism. But it was another reminder that others seemed to simultaneously know nothing about her and to know her much better than she knew herself.

She waved her hand over to the bar keep to get another drink and then returned to making notes about herself, trying to figure out who she is. When she first came back to the Lux she tried to figure out why she made the choices that she made before. Who was the Rohnan who first chose to come here? But now after being here, working with the people here again she found herself wanting to make the same choices that she made before.

Despite her better judgment, and Calan’s best efforts, she isn’t going to leave this fight until it’s over. Rohnan has decided, that she may as well be in the thick of it. She finishes her drink and stands to leave the tavern. Now just to find Magi Evo and let him know about her decision. Winking at Yetta on her way out of the tavern.
 
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