OrcFighterFTW
Spellsword
This be dream of deep inner reflection.
Me dream for explain unnatural nature of cast magic and explain why me longer want use or be part of use if possible no use it. Me know almost everyone disagree, but me finally see clear, and that all that matter.
When me first adventure, me no strong fighter. In desperate act for get strong fast, me seduced by power of Sky Magic and take ritual for Spirit Reforge. This be me choice, me no blame caster of ritual for it or what he teach me. That be his nature and me honor him with it. After that work very good, me want more power, so me ask for magic weapons, even elemental weapons. It feel so wrong, but so right. Me ignore deep bad feelings for lust of power and revenge on Corrupt with new magic strength.
In me worst moment few month later, me consider use Necromancy for possibly good of save lives, that crime that me executed for in last month. (Me hope issue over now that me sentence complete and can move forward in life.) Me reflect on this for many months: How magic make me so weak for want its power? How me fall into that trap? Me need be stronger of mind for overcome this. Me getting there.
At trial, Fern Woods give me wisest of words: We fighters use weapons, leave magic for others. Not exact words, but close enough. True warrior no need magic. Me want be true warrior.
At market day this spring, Foss have good conversation with me. He tell me where magic come from, and how if me believe Elemental bad because take awake from natural Plane of Element and disrupt nature, then Earth magic also act same way, and Foss was in Plane of Earth for see this. Foss also explain Fortannis only Plane of Fortannis, even if we earth-based creatures. Fortannis no be Plane of Earth.
Me consider his words very carefully for many days now and find pure truth in them. Any and all magic come from somewhere. That somewhere be natural place for it. If take away from that place, that no be natural. No matter if Element or Curse, Sky or Earth. Act of cast magic, draw magic force from other planes disrupt natural balance of other planes, and me no more support that. Me support natural way of all things.
Why me say all this? Me have point. Me here and now resign as Defender of Earth Guild because that guild dedicated for use of magic. If you understand me thoughts, you understand why me no want be part of that.
Me still need healing from battle, yes. Me ask any healer please use natural potion or alchemy for heal whenever possible. Me pay you for use supply or me make sure have supply on me for use. This be natural healing. This be way me want be healed, unless absolute necessary (me leave that for Healers for decide).
Some know that me have enchanted armor, but me think if magic already in it, unnatural process already done, so might as well use, but after gone, me seek only natural armor. Also in town auction, me no bid on magic items, magic weapons, magic scrolls, or anything else magic. Me no want use magic items at all.
Me finish by say this be personal choice for me only and end of long journey up and down mountain of magic. Me experience all joy of new strength and all pain of circle death from it. This no use magic be me choice for make and me understand if you make other choices. Me no attack you with word or weapon for you choice. Me only ask you respect me choice for no more use magic and be natural, true warrior in days, months, and years into future.
-Cho Ko Nu
Master of Weapons
Me dream for explain unnatural nature of cast magic and explain why me longer want use or be part of use if possible no use it. Me know almost everyone disagree, but me finally see clear, and that all that matter.
When me first adventure, me no strong fighter. In desperate act for get strong fast, me seduced by power of Sky Magic and take ritual for Spirit Reforge. This be me choice, me no blame caster of ritual for it or what he teach me. That be his nature and me honor him with it. After that work very good, me want more power, so me ask for magic weapons, even elemental weapons. It feel so wrong, but so right. Me ignore deep bad feelings for lust of power and revenge on Corrupt with new magic strength.
In me worst moment few month later, me consider use Necromancy for possibly good of save lives, that crime that me executed for in last month. (Me hope issue over now that me sentence complete and can move forward in life.) Me reflect on this for many months: How magic make me so weak for want its power? How me fall into that trap? Me need be stronger of mind for overcome this. Me getting there.
At trial, Fern Woods give me wisest of words: We fighters use weapons, leave magic for others. Not exact words, but close enough. True warrior no need magic. Me want be true warrior.
At market day this spring, Foss have good conversation with me. He tell me where magic come from, and how if me believe Elemental bad because take awake from natural Plane of Element and disrupt nature, then Earth magic also act same way, and Foss was in Plane of Earth for see this. Foss also explain Fortannis only Plane of Fortannis, even if we earth-based creatures. Fortannis no be Plane of Earth.
Me consider his words very carefully for many days now and find pure truth in them. Any and all magic come from somewhere. That somewhere be natural place for it. If take away from that place, that no be natural. No matter if Element or Curse, Sky or Earth. Act of cast magic, draw magic force from other planes disrupt natural balance of other planes, and me no more support that. Me support natural way of all things.
Why me say all this? Me have point. Me here and now resign as Defender of Earth Guild because that guild dedicated for use of magic. If you understand me thoughts, you understand why me no want be part of that.
Me still need healing from battle, yes. Me ask any healer please use natural potion or alchemy for heal whenever possible. Me pay you for use supply or me make sure have supply on me for use. This be natural healing. This be way me want be healed, unless absolute necessary (me leave that for Healers for decide).
Some know that me have enchanted armor, but me think if magic already in it, unnatural process already done, so might as well use, but after gone, me seek only natural armor. Also in town auction, me no bid on magic items, magic weapons, magic scrolls, or anything else magic. Me no want use magic items at all.
Me finish by say this be personal choice for me only and end of long journey up and down mountain of magic. Me experience all joy of new strength and all pain of circle death from it. This no use magic be me choice for make and me understand if you make other choices. Me no attack you with word or weapon for you choice. Me only ask you respect me choice for no more use magic and be natural, true warrior in days, months, and years into future.
-Cho Ko Nu
Master of Weapons
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