The thing is I can't change my mind once I choose, and I need to choose by tonight. New regulation on air travel mean you cant give your plane ticket to someone else, and the trip which was booked as a package thing, isnt refundable after a cirtain point.
I told them not to sign me up, becasue quite frankly I don't wanna go. I do not enjoy spending time with my family, and Orlando in Aug is going to be hot and borring, scince I dont like swiming. I would spend the week at the bar, but my little brothers will be there and something tells me I will be in great deals of trouble if I spend the week trashed, not to mention I personaly cant afford the bars in Orlando. This is the first family trip in about 10 years. This isn't a common thing, but last time I was in the 5th grade. It sounds silly, but my mother is having a very hard time understanding that I am not one of her little children anymore, and quite frankly I have my own life.
Its more an issue of feeling guilty over the spent money than it is any actual desire to go be trapped in a social situation I know I wont enjoy 1000 miles from my friends. I apprichiate the comments everyone.
--bill