I haven't been this excited for things like writing out my favorites, downtime roleplay, and figuring out an IBGA for a long while. The intensity of this weekend lingers in a positive way. I can't even put my finger on exactly how this happened. I think it was just the perfect blend of non-stop effort, complete immersion, overwhelming exhaustion, multi-faceted challenges, and the knowledge that I have a lot of completely supportive friends, both IG and OOG, to love and support both Alda and me at every turn. (I mean, literally, Erika gave me a hug every time she saw me OOG this weekend. Such warm fuzzies, even through all the crazy Alda tears!!) Thanks, guys <3
Firstly, heartfelt thanks to the tireless staff and NPCs. You folks make it happen. Additional thanks to the amazing players who devote so much love and energy. This game is really about the community.
Now, in an attempted chronological order:
-The moment of realization: "I have herbal lore, can I smell anything on this ooze?" "Oh, you have herbal lore... and you're also an infectious disease researcher. This stuff is toxic." AND the second moment of realization: "Upon boiling, the mixture begins to separate. The blue sinks, and a red froth appears on top. ... You know that stink." O_O WHY, PLAGUES, WHY!?!?!?
-Tycho!!! That character is so incredibly polite and kind, Alda couldn't have made the transition from timid and uncertain to confident and inspired without his science-y assistance. She really hates being in charge of things, but he really helped her feel safe!
-Speaking of all the plague experiments, Susie felt exactly like the attached image all weekend:
and it was beautiful. Again, many thanks to Collin for nurturing that along and guiding the science that Alda knows so much more about! ((And my apologies to anyone like Bill or Albert who may have seen what Alda was doing and had to subdue OOG twitching in that real science is probably not at all like anything she was whipping up. Hehehe.))
-Meeting Boomboom and experiencing astoundingly significant roleplay, from the standard dryad modern-world laments, to an extreme feeling of solidarity and support when Alda was fraying beyond belief. Sheila H, I love ya! <3
-We interrupt your science experiments to bring you A CONFRONTATION BETWEEN A DRAGON AND AMARANTHUS. And Alda is basically in the spotlight stuck directly between their argument! Thus, amazing philosophical challenges and development was born.
-Prolon helping keep Alda sane, in that she goes to him for both emotional comfort and intellectual insight. Sean, thanks so much man, for putting up with her incessant questioning. Prolon makes Alda feel safe, even when she is being extremely challenged, and she is too scared to talk to other folks like Amaranthus and Dorgun. (Except, by the way, for that one perfect moment: "I don't think I understand you, friend, and I don't think you understand me.")
-The philosophical situation was set up with just as many frustratingly inconsistent variables as the scientific experiments. I think that's what made this weekend truly remarkable. Realizing your true priorities and perspective are not the same as others, yet having them not be entire ... ahh... I could wax poetic, but I don't wanna give away any of Alda's innermost feelings. Everyone come talk to her about this stuff. The RP it encourages is amazing.
-Speaking of amazing perspectives to compare, all the RP with Jorma and Abbath. And Val! I LOVE LISTENING, YOU GUYS. Also, Abbath, the special moment at the end of the weekend will be forever etched into Alda's memories. So adorable, so unexpected. <3 I love new friends.
-Making choices, listening to VAKKARA. THE DRAGON. REMEMBER, GUYS? SHE IS A FREAKING DRAGON. And now Alda has developed opinions about her! PERSONAL FEELINGS. WITH A DRAGON. Be they masked with a thick veil of both terror and conscientious ignorance... it is still super mind-blowing. And lo, do Alda's feelings abound. Agh. More RP. So good. (Alda should start wearing a button that says "Ask me about Vakkara" so she can spew her feels to anyone who will listen.) Being so terrified was so fun to play.
-Grim, of course, being a huge cornerstone in Alda's foundation. Their friendship still baffles me. Alda just thrives around such strength and compassion, even if it is a dwarfy-dwarf and a child of autumn. <3
-Oh, from a mechanical standpoint, the "You need to do this using roleplay, strategy, and within 30 minutes" was an AMAZING mod. RP MODS YAYYYY!!!! And hey, throw in a character experiencing a ton of fear, self-doubt, panic, and underlying long-term zealousness into this mix? PERFECTION. BUT WAIT THERE IS MORE. SABOTAGE AND FAILURE AND CONSEQUENCE. HOW DOES THIS JUST KEEP GETTING BETTER?!?!?! Y'all are amazing.
Okay, I fear I have forgotten things, but I must get going. I must continue to have Alda organize her thoughts, because there are about a zillion steps she needs to take in regards to this plague. BACK TO SQUARE ONE!
