Me apologize for being late to big talk of what happened. So here what happened:
Me and new friends went into woods to look for... things. No things came, so we sat and talked. Then from woods, three men came and said they were merchants. Me asked what they have to trade, and one said back "do you have any coin?" and before me could say back to his say back, weapons were stabbing and slashing. By time me was on me feet, two of us were on ground bleeding out. Me did what me must do to survive, and me began shooting me bolts. By end, it only me against one of them who use magic and one nice lady who first aid one of us on the ground. We could not help the others while still being attacked. The bandit tried healing his friends, but not us- Me even took one healing spells out of air to help me survive. HAHA! So me need to kill him to save us all. After he killed, we had time to search other friends for potions, and got them back alive.
And it me who give killing blow to two of bandits (other one bleed out). Only little bit before, me and other different friends fought against dead bodies that were alive again, and me wanted these bandits to stay dead, and not risk any bad magic letting them get back up.
And for "stealing," it not stealing. It for cost of bolts me had to use killing them.
Me notice in this big talk that many look for reason why people act bad. No reason to look for reason. Some people are bad. Some people think it good way of life to kill others without reason and take things from dead bodies. But we look to animals to see how that end: when pack of wolf attack moose, sometime moose kill wolf to stay alive. If you want to be wolf, you risk life when attacking moose. It not moose's fault.
Big message: If use deadly force against something, it use deadly force back and it your own fault.
-Cho Ko Nu